It's the last day I shall spend as a 20 year old. I thought it was high time I started blogging about the events in my life as a gay individual in deeply conservative and bigoted society, mainly because I need a venue to vent and be myself.
One of the many setbacks I have had as a gay individual has been my ability to communicate and open up. I don't easily open up, I can't make friends easily, And even if I do make friends (among straight lot), its difficult for me to keep in touch with them because I'm too concerned about how they would or do feel about me. And whether they value my friendship as much as I value theirs.
My O and A levels had been the best part of my life. It was then that I made awesome friends, though handful, whom I love more then anything. I really didn't care about my gayness or how my love life sucked when I had them around. My life's been a mess after my A levels. My mates got into different universities and have been out of touch.
I have also tried finding a lover/bf, though have been out of luck.
I guess this should suffice for my first post here in the virtual world. Pardon my noob writing skills, in my defence, I just didn't know what to write in my post! :p
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